but lately, since i'm a ticking timebomb, i've been living like each day could be the last day as i know it. every meal i eat could be the one that has to hold me through hours of labor {and i'd rather it NOT be a hot dog like it was when i had parker! ew!}, every time we go grocery shopping i wonder if the groceries will be enough to tide us over a few days after we come home from the hospital, i take the hospital bags with us when we run errands, i try to get long nights of sleep & my naps in just in case i'm up all night at the hospital the next day & every night we put parker to bed i wonder if it's his last as an only child.
it's been kinda fun, actually.
we've really been trying to get the most out of each day knowing that such a huge change is coming. this last weekend we spent the day up in seattle living it up & having a family date day... we've had so much fun these last two years as a little family of three!
and now i'm so excited to see how things change as a family of four. it seriously boggles my mind & is something i just can't even comprehend right now... another baby. another little baby that i love as much as parker. i just don't even know how it's possible. but i'm excited to find out. so hopefully that happens soon.
until then, i'm just gonna keep enjoying my #1 little monster & living each day like it's our last... as we know it.
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